adj.

It all happened so quickly, like a cloud burst out of the sky

The connection, the intrigue, the rush, the love, the move

Through miles, connections, videos, texts, letters, and calls

Plans, progress, a visit, a failure, a success, a visit, a success, a failure

Lost hope, quitting, giving up, throwing in the towel, not caring

More progression, committed, connected, converted, completed

Reaching out to you, trying, texting, calling, connecting, waiting

Hurting, wondering, lacking, slacking, struggling, and quitting

Reached out only to be rejected, attacked, offended, disconnected

Shut off, deleted, removed, separated, distanced, shunned, done

Then an update, a tweet, dozens, confirmed, pained, saddened

Shaken, stirred, ruined, distraught, wishing, hoping, wanting, wondering

Let me Speak

I have so many thoughts going through my head.

I want my new iMac to arrive.
I think I need to go to the Dominican Republic but I may have to wait till September.
I'd also like to do humanitarian work there.
I'm amazed at how some people I've known for so long remain true, stalwart friends. Others, on the other hand, are terrible at friendship.
Sometimes I wish life could be as simple as it was before 2007.
I'm so tired of cold weather.
I feel sometimes like I'm trapped.
I wish I was living in Virginia again. Or maybe somewhere in the dirty south.
I wish Connecticut was located where Nevada is.
I think food poisoning is absolutely terrible.
My nieces and nephews all live too far away. June will probably be the best month of the year in terms of fixing that. Even if it is just temporarily for some.
I want to go to Europe this summer but flights to Sweden are expensive. And I'm not sure I want to go alone.
I like Real Soccer. I love Utah football.
Twitter is something I enjoy using everyday.
I have little patience.
The Spanish language is a great thing.
I don't really care if anyone reads this.
I want a dog. A mini goldendoodle to be exact. Problem is, I'd never be home to take care of it.

I wish twitterfeed worked properly when posting to facebook and twitter.

I'd like to take Front Runner to work but Front Runner doesn't go to Draper. Not yet.

I wish my phone wasn't ringing with a problem from a user right now.