Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Expressions of the Mind

Sometimes the world screams my name
And chases me around till my legs give out
I slip into the grass as if it is made of down
I close my eyes to release the reeling darkness
Waiting for the key to unlock this jigsaw
To release his organ from a trove of momentos
Clasping my hand around these blades I squeeze
Juice flows from my veins into the dry topsoil
Floating upon a layer of these lasting impressions
They let my limbs etch out a list of flowing letters
Until we’ve spelled out the ultimate expression

Monday, April 21, 2008

Help your Utah Jazz!


As the semester comes to a close the jazz tip off the second game against the Houston Rockets.  After being in the D.R for two years, it is nice to be cheering the jazz on again.  I like being a jazz fan.  I decide that as a loyal Jazz fan, I should do my part in supporting the Jazz.  Thus, I am now accepting donations to support the Jazz.  This is a true way to show your love for the jazz.  Your donations are preferred in check and can be made out to Justin Lake.  Please make out checks in the amount of 100 dollar intervals.  Rest assured that your money is going toward a good cause, rooting the jazz on to victory!  

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Finally, April 15th!


As Christmas nears, you can see the anticipation in the eyes of every youngster.  I have seen this same anticipation in the Ace's eyes.  January on through April 15th require the "shoulder to the wheel" at LHM.  Finally, after tonight midnight, the mad rush, the stress, will be relieved;  At least some of it will.  On behalf of all the family, we wish to thank you Ace for all the years of biting the bullet, for putting in the long hours.  We know how hard you work and are all grateful for your great work ethic.  So give it a go today and then sleep cozy tonight.  Then you can take off to St. George for a little sunshine by the pool.  After that we can hit up Costco and outfit you with that well deserved big screen...!

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

The Essex and Self-Smarting Gratitude!


I felt the urge to read a book. So to whom did I go? The book worm of the family of course: Spence. That, by the way, comes as a compliment. He referred a handful of books to me, most of which have more pages then a 2-year mission has days. He finally caught my attention when he mentioned "In the Heart of the Sea: The Tragedy of the Whale ship Essex.” I dove into it and just yesterday I finished. Nantucket, a small island off the coast of Massachusetts, was a booming whaling community. In 1819, it sent off the whaling ship Essex. The Essex proceeded to sailed around South America before being attacked by a giant Sperm Whale in the middle of the Pacific Ocean. The book tells the story of what happened to these 19 men as they fought death for 93 days at sea in 25 foot whaling boats. 8 men survived off of hardtack bread and the bodies of their dead shipmates. As I read the book, I learned about starvation, dehydration, sperm whales, the pacific ocean, other disasters at sea, navigation, Nantucket, the Quaker belief, cannibalism, and endurance. Some may nestle into a comfortable chair in their luxurious houses and read of such horrifying events, judging these men for resorting to cannibalism. I did not do this. I sat amazed at their determination, their will to live. I became grateful for the meals I have to eat, the water I have to drink. I have a hard time going 24 hours fasting; I can’t imagine starving for 3 months. I can’t judge these men for their actions. How can we understand the workings of the human mind from starvation if we have never starved? Their actions are to be judged by God the Almighty only. My heart went out to these men. At times I was glued to the book, anxious to see how their predicament would play out. I would encourage anyone looking to self-smart themselves (see You Tube video “Self smart”) to read this book. Pick it up, put yourself into it, let your heart go out to these poor men, and you too may become a little more grateful your blessed circumstances in life!

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

APRIL FOOLS!

Ok, Ok, so yesterday's post was just a joke!  Danielle and I are dating of course but not engaged.  E pa' lante que vamos! 

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

The last knot to be tied!


I noticed something different in October of 2004. It was actually the same feeling I had between September of 01 to November of 03. It was quiet. The bathroom was always vacant. The bedrooms where available for choosing. My 3rd and final brother had just sealed the deal and I was the last left standing...single. My final day in the mission field was spent in meetings in the mission home. President, of course, talked about marriage, "our new mission." I planned on doing exactly what he said: never to become a "menace to society." After a few weeks home it became clear to me and Danielle that it would take us a little more time until we were ready to hear the bells sound. That little time has come. The blog was ready to be posted Sunday but when Spence and Kathy's announcement went up, we decided to not steal their thunder and wait, allowing them the limelight. And so we announce our special news- Danielle and I are engaged! We have decided to get married June 1st, exactly two months from today! We are so excited and can't wait to embark upon this new adventure together!! We have reserved a time at both the Salt Lake Temple and the Bountiful temple and are trying to decide which Temple we want. Feel free to post your vote on which temple!

Thursday, March 20, 2008

MARCH MADNESS


March Madness kicked off today and the smell is in the air! This is got to be one of the best times of the year. I was a little indisposed the last two years so it is nice to be back! I used to have dreams of one day playing in the big dance. I would go outside and just shoot and shoot until the sun went down, then I would turn the garage lights on. Then when I didn't even make the junior high basketball team, I realized it was time to start exploring other dreams. Now i'm studying business. Although the Utes' glory days are currently just a memory, I still love the emotion. These kids go out and play with heart, not for money or for the fame, but for the love of the game. If business doesn't work out, heck, maybe i'll revive that dream agian...

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Sleep


I felt the urge to talk about a confusing phenomenon.  It is sleep and being tired.  As kids, we never wanted to go to bed at nights.  It was always the best thing when we could finally have a "late night" with the friends or cousins.  Naps were despised and sleep was often fought with kicks and screams.  Now, as adults, that is all we want to do.  Sleep is the best part of the day.  It is bliss once our head hits the pillows.  Yet, ironically enough, we don't do it!  Like right now for example.  I finished reading my scriptures and am dead tired, my eyes burn, and yet I'm still awake.  Which is weird because the only thing I want to do right now is fall asleep.  So now that i'm even more tired and have successfully rambled on here about sleep which will most likely put all my avid readers TO sleep, i'm going to sleep!  Sleep tight!

Monday, March 17, 2008

A Belated Birthday Blog!


The dictionary defines late as doing something or taking place after the expected, proper, or usual time. On February 24th, 1988, something very special happened. If my memory isn't failing me, it occurred at 9:10 A.M. Out came a gift straight from heaven. That gift turned 20 this year! A week shy of a month late, I post this blog for that special someone. Our first time hanging out together was in a cemetery. She paints amazing modern art. I left her to go on a two year vacation to the Dominican Republic and she faithfully wrote me every week. Her green eyes make putting greens look dull in comparison! She has a passion for dogs! We love going to sporting events together. She is amazing at stick...and improving.:) Our kisses are perfect. She is the funnest aunt ever! She is a Mac geek too. She loves clothes! We always laugh together! Hablamos Espanol. She makes missionaries smile twice a week. We are 3 months short of 4 years together. She is always thinking of me and doing nice things for me. We know each others pouting moods! She is teaching me how to play tennis. We make a killer team when we cook together! She is beautiful! She is happy. She is fun. She is loving. She is sweet. She is so special to me. She is Danielle! Happy Belated Birthday my Sweetheart!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM


This Post is for my special mom on her special day!
10 Things I know about my mom:
1. She is a true Utah fan, even if she doesn't get as intense as us boys and Ace during the BYU vs. Utah games.
2. She rocks at sewing. She made me some wicked cool fleece pants back in junior high. She also made me some fish shorts that I used to sport. Whatever rips or comes undone on my clothes, she can fix.
3. She is an amazing cook! She whips up the old-school recipes to perfection and turns new things into masterpieces. She cooks everything from tin foil dinners to Sunday dinner to Shrimp Bisque.
4. She has an amazing talent to make a photo album become a rockin scrap book
5. She has a better gospel study each morning then a majority of the missionaries out serving.
6. When I worked at Upper Case Living she would get up at 5:15 in order to make me a lunch.
7. I’m not the most tidy person in the world but have grown to really appreciate it because Modge always keeps the house so spiffy!
8. Her favorite things in the world are named Liberty, Addiley, Noah, Benjamin, and Ezra!
9. She is using the computer more now then any other time in her life and getting more skilled each day.
10. She is turning 51 but looks like she should be turning 41.
I love you Mom, Happy Birthday!
-Juice